Love Bug.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

I WANT TO THANK YOU A MILLION!

I WANT TO THANK YOU A MILLION!
YOU GOT US INTO TROUBLE,I BET YOU ARE DAMN HAPPY NOW. LEADING A GOOD LIFE.

Why have you got to treat us like that? Did we do something bad to you? Or are you unhappy with us? If you are, please tell us and not backstab or be a hypocrite! Don't you feel uncomfortable? You just make us feel even more bad about you. Are you trying to complain to teacher and all to become their pets? Go be a dog anyway! You can't keep your mouth shut is it? Is it so difficult to do that? You always ask us to keep quiet. You think it is very easy? If it is, please do so. Hate you many many times. I won't be able to force myself to forgive you. Even though you may feel guilty, I don't bother. Just go and reflect about yourself. So what we are close to **, you jealous is it? What's your motive in telling teachers all this? Trying to get us out of your way? Become a teacher's pet? Gaining trust from the teachers? Making us feel bad when teachers talk to the team with indirectly shooting at us? You very happy is it? GO ahead with what you want to do. I got no choice. Your mouth and hands. I can't help it. I really want to quit the team sometimes. Or should I say every time. How well people tell me about the team isn't good enough. Is what we people in the team carries up our team's name. Up and lively without any disgracements of team-mates? Hard to achieve that with you around. Get a life man. Now you are happy. Everything goes with what you want. I won't let that person take over. Although she is good, but so what. Team is like shit. Because of you, I don't have the trust in every single team-mates. Maybe some. But not like what I had previously. Get what I mean? With an action, everyone is demoralized. I remembered I didn't do anything on you okay. Stop all your nonsense! Now you are happy, so many people are quitting. The whole team's mood will be pull down. How hard you tried to beg us, we won't be able to forgive. Remembering you telling me how good the team is, all gone to a waste. During nationals, morals are being put down cause of each of our actions. Everyone is saying us. If we were to tell that we are quitting, first thing that comes to all the team-mates mind will be: cause of ** you want to quit. So what? Decisions are made by ourselves. We don't bother what others say or think. You and I got own pride. Live with pride not jealousy. No use. CMI. By getting every team-mates to stare at us, many many pairs of eyes making us feel that we are the culprits, you happy now? Can't you just put yourself into our position? It is so embarrassing you know. We didn't show or say out cause we don't want to disgrace you. We can anytime shout out your name. Why not? Cause we respect you. Can't you do this back to us also. Now that we are going to be torn into bits and pieces, all thanks to you. Millions. Many many ((((((((: for you. Praises and applause for you. So what you think you are famous? Doesn't mean famous you can backstab or do evil things. Didn't your elderly taught you that? Even if they told you, I bet you are not matured enough to think what is right or wrong okay. You are not fit to be my anything. I had been trusting you always. Many things didn't change cause I had you on top of my mind everytime I want to change something. Everyone knows what it is. I am not saying I am so kind or what. But it is a fact. FACTS SHOULD BE RIGHT ALL THE TIME. Your dream come true now.

Do you know that without using a single butt or brain cell, Your name just came up into my mind. This is how evil and cunning you are. Everyone has your name in their minds. If you are reading this, please think if it is you, if you think you are, come and tell me. I won't blame you or anything. What is done, is done. UNCHANGEABLE.

Now that you make us SO unhappy, guilty, upset and you yourself so happy, I feel like quitting. Maybe should have done it earlier. I didn't see bonding between the team. We are all splitting up into groups. By the way, I will support one-third of our decision. We will not go against you or whatever. Do what you wish. Get out of my life. HORRIBLE! Just to tell you something. You have changed a lot ever since I knew you. Say everything you want. Stalking you and all. I had enough. I am going to burst anytime. Not because of you but because of what had done. I wanted to yesterday, but I controlled.