Love Bug.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Hope time can be turned back!

I will be dead a few days later. Cross fingers. Die of boredom.

Cause of 'you', I am going to be bored for 2 days. 'You' make me stay at home until Friday. Actually 'You' is my fever and sore throat. HAHA. After running under the rain and getting into air conditioned rooms, I am falling sick now. Arghhhh. Guess what, I will be like staying at home the whole of Wednesday and Thursday at home rotting, decomposed and melt. Anyone want to come and save me? Dying...

There's no need for me to go for lifesaving anymore. May have full attendance, may not have too. But there is something I'm sure of. I needn't to be there. I don't see the reason why. Guess want to kill time. But I shall hibernate for two days. Rather pissed with something = not important to you. So yeah. Good luck to people going for lifesaving tomorrow and Thursday. Hope that your will have fun, even if I'm not there. Hope things went well for everyone today.

Had mind sharing with ** yesterday. Felt relieved but at the same time feel that I shouldn't say or tell those things to you. If I offended you yesterday, I am sorry. I told things concerning swimming to you. And what you said like ' can you stop being so negative? ' , I think it was right for me. I shouldn't think that way. But my mind has already set on it. It's going to take time for me to change. Since I don't see the chances of me getting into it, I think there's no need for me to train that hard. I don't aspire to be national swimmer or whatever. Just take it as a leisure swim. Hope time can be turned back and I will be training very hard to achieve it. We are watching sea games everyday, catching the 'live' and highlights for swimming. That's how we show the passion for swimming.

Anyway, I am sick and tired of swimming now. Not sure what to do.